Thursday, October 11, 2007
- 9:30 AM
I don't know what I hope to accomplish by posting these anymore
What I'm writing here will only bring you down.
That's why you shouldn't have read it.
Maybe I've been wrong all along.
Maybe I'm not strong enough to change anything
Maybe I can never do anything to help.
I don't know what to do
Only I know what to do, except I don't. I know what worked for me but sometimes I forget, not everyone is the same.
All I can think of to say is that I'm sorry. I'm not sure for what, but I'm sorry.
Whether its clear to me or not, there's something I should be doing, and I'm not doing it
So, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm never going to stop trying, even if there's nothing I can do
I can't give up
I
won't give up.
I need to try everything until there's nothing left.
And I'm sorry, you probly don't like hearing me pretend like I can help
I know how this sounds
I'm sorry.
I can't even think of what I'm trying to say.
I can't even say anything
words escape me
I'm sorry.
I need you.
I love youthis has probly only made things worse. I'm sorry.I'm sorry.