- 6:20 PM I've got a plan
Yes, I had this in mind the very moment I sent You that message
Yes, I may have pretended to think it over in my mind
May have pretended I was unsure
But the plan was clear from the very beginning, no matter how much I wanted to fool myself.
I was planning to make You mine.
That's what I wanted.
I wanted that, again.
There is no "We'll see what happens"
There is no "Maybe" "Perhaps"
There is only my plan.
There only ever was.

- 6:10 PM

Charmer indeed, my dear
if You are the charmer, and I am the snake,
well, let our dance begin

Who will take the first step?
May our feet never falter from our path

- 5:46 PM

As much as I want You...
do You want her...?
Do I not have any chance...? Of course I don't
I've done too much wrong.
You have, I mean.
It wasn't me. Not this time.
But it hurts to hear of You with someone else
When I want You
as much as I want to live.

- 2:04 PM

She isn't yours
you don't really have any right to get jealous
or feel sad
or hurt
just becuase you think you can drag Her back in
just because you want Her back
get over yourself, Rai
But, this is something I can do
what if you can only confuse Her?
what if this turns into another situation...
to be honest I'd feel rather accomplished
in some sick way
happy at least She'd consider me
happy to be cause this other girl some sort of pain, or turmoil
Naturally, I am a jealous person.
I know that, but you have no right
Don't even try that with me, you know I've already made up my mind on this one.

I just need to decide whether or not to tell her.

- 1:36 PM

I'm sneaky
conniving
did You notice?
what I said, trying to get You...
trying to catch You again
I really am the worst
I will say whatever I need to
I mean it, of course
but do You really want to hear it?
I'll say it
say it
to You
I need to [capture] your heart

- 1:16 PM

You really wouldn't have any idea how much I want to be with You right now
it feels wrong of me to want this, as I was the one who ended it
because of You
and after what You did.
That I shouldn't feel like this
but You're all I ever wanted
e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g.
that I ever dreamed about

maybe Love can overcome this

if one day, you can realize my intentions.
i want to know if you still want me.

- 11:45 AM

New as I peer from behind the curtains
I shall set up new residence
and live here in my mind when nowhere else accomodates