- 9:12 PM You cried because you didn't think I was real, that you thought it was all too good to be true
and I've been there. I've been in that exact situation and no one could understand why I was crying,
so I get it but...
By that point, I wasn't crying, because I already knew... or at least believed, that it wasn't true
I'd already given up on the thought that it could be anything for me, that I could find something in you that would save me and make me feel ok
That I could find that in anybody.
And I still feel the same way, everything will just be a muffled grey.
Which is fitting for someone like me, I suppose.
But you always thought it was something so big and so perfect, when I knew from the beginning it was not and that you could never help me.