Tuesday, August 17, 2010
- 6:58 PM
I don't love you. I can't love you. But that doesn't sound quite right.
I'm sure I'm just building this up in my head. Pretending because its something I need and it would be easy to get it from you.
But you are
not available.
And even if you
were it would not be right.
I am a good man now,
I no longer try to take that which is not mine, and I do not betray friends - despite how they might betray me.
Make the first move. I want to say all of this to you.
How I think I love you but I am not allowed.
How I am sure this is not real.
How we can never make eachother happy.