Friday, November 05, 2010
- 11:46 PM
I miss pretending to be in love.
Or, I miss when love was something different than this.
I miss not being afraid and I miss being afraid.
I want love and I don't want it.
And it doesn't matter because it isn't coming to me.
It doesn't matter how you feel about something you're never going to see.
I don't believe in love, but it is still the only, only thing I believe in.
God, someone help me.
Someone find me.
[will it come even if i don't believe it will?]