- 3:16 PM It's so hard to explain myself because my words sound so far from my meaning. Everything I say is both accurate and inaccurate. It is and it isn't.
I said they were spirits and it's true that that's part of it but
It's so much deeper, so how am I supposed to explain?
I know they can only hurt me if I let them.
I will not let them
But they're always looking for an opening.
And with all the human evil in the world, how can I fight this power that comes from somewhere else?
It infects me sometimes and I can't hardly pull it from my body.

One day maybe I will be truly clean, for good.

- 11:04 AM Even though I still did something bad, after talking to you about it I feel...clean, again.
I love you.

- 5:41 PM I might be unforgivably weak, but
I have my own kind of strength.