- 3:53 PM I would do anything to protect you
I'll give anything,
anything that it takes
just to remove you from pain

If I use my whole heart,
is that still not enough?
I want to save you
I don't want you to hurt anymore
But can I really do anything?

- 4:52 PM I've done exactly what I've wanted to
I am rather proud of myself, yet
Why do I feel so bad?
Is it because I am a bad person for feeling satisfied about this?
I've manipulated you right into the position I wanted you in.
I'm horrible, doing this to you
And I am worse,
Because I rejoice about it.

You can't ever leave,
I've trapped you
I'm a bad person,
I'm the person you love,
the person
that loves you.

- 5:27 PM If its for you, I can do anything

I couldn't even do that for you, Drayc
I couldn't resist the pain and I couldn't handle it.
But for her...
For her, I can do anything.
I would do anything.

Please, let this be something real.

I would do anything for you, please don't go
Please, let me do anything for you.

- 4:05 PM I am a parasite
I feed off of you, off my love for you.
And my primary goal,
is to so entwine you to me
that you could not possibly imagine yourself without me
To make you need me so much
that you would never think of leaving.
That's what I've wanted all along, isn't it?

Though my heart tells me my intentions are more good-spirited than that,
That part of my mind reminds me of my true goal.
Yes, Kemu, I hear you.
Yes, I know this desire.
I know I am a bad person,

I just don't care.

- 3:50 AM

I cannot save you
Whatever I try, has the opposite affect
All of my strength is not helping you.

I would give you anything
(even if saving you sends me to Heaven)

- 4:56 PM I don't understand how everyone got this impression of me.
They haven't even nearly seen what I believe is my best work.
I fumble, I constantly long to improve
so how can they see something so amazing in all of this?
Has everyone set their standards so low?

I cannot help you.
I long to with all my heart and soul
but I do not know how.
How can you stand being with someone who is powerless to help?
I live to help you and yet I cannot
How much more meaningless can I get?

I want to feel it,
I have to realize it.
You're there,
You're mine.
I have you and I am the most lucky person on this earth
And yet it is so fragile because I can hardly believe it
and I am waiting for you to see that I am not as amazing as they say.

- 3:46 PM Anything that hurts you...
I wish, I wish, I could save you
I would do anything, give anything.
Please hear my prayers and keep her safe
Take any power you need from me, anything
Just save her.
I'm afraid, that I'm weak
That I can do nothing.
And, that she will realize my uselessness.
The power in my heart it so strong, but
Will it be enough?

I love you.