- 4:03 AM Drayc, I've been thinking about you a lot lately.
You were very important to me and you know that. I've been going on for years acting as if you were someone who had done nothing but bad to me...but we both know that's not true. When we were together we had something special. It truly was. And I miss it but I know it can't ever happen again. I can never be in your world.
And I don't know if I should tell anyone else.
But I see you all the time now. And it doesn't make me angry. It makes me remember, which sometimes makes me sad.
I remember what we were like. I know you cared about me, and you loved me, and that I felt the same. I feel bad for losing us. It was probably my fault. I made you leave.
Didn't I?

but as I've been thinking about you lately.
I think, I may tell Oniisan.
Maybe.
I don't know how I will...
But perhaps he would understand.
Don't you think?