Thursday, February 21, 2008
- 10:31 AM
It felt different than anything I've ever felt before, or even
consciously dreamed of feeling. But somehow it was perfect. Like I've been searching for something for so long, without even knowing what it was.
Yet its still not concrete. It was everything in a way that is not so obvious. Something others probably could never understand. I can hardly comprehend it myself, which is
ok, but puts me in awe of it.
And as we lay there, holding
eachother, all I could think was "How could I even dream of dying, of leaving her? How could I have ever thought it didn't matter?" feeling your arms around me and your skin on mine was just what I needed to bring me back to reality. I never wanted to be apart from you. I fell asleep against you and when I woke up you were still there.
This is real, isn't it?