Tuesday, December 30, 2008
- 11:03 AM
But I love her.
"The Dark needs you on their side." He stands before me as a girl now, so much different from before. It's so funny, seeing what he's become. Seeing him fall down.
"I've got things I need here, I won't join your war."
"It's all of our war. And you know you can help." Even in begging he looks majestic. But I can see through him. Being me, I can see through anyone. "I know you want the dark to win."
I think of her small frame in my arms. She's not one of them. "You know nothing about me" I hiss, teeth growing, claws sprouting. He doesn't know about her or what a war would do.
"I thought you were on our side" His voice is deep coming from a female's body. He always had powers like mine but he thought he was too peaceful to use them. You're no better than I am, Himmel.
"You can do what I can, why come begging me anymore? Take your little women and throw up the ranks. If that's what you're so set on doing." I'm not fighting this time. I never really cared for it, unless I was already winning to begin with.
"So you're going to fight for
them?" Oh Holy Himmel, thought you were too good for anything, thought you knew all this, thought you were strong. You've fallen like them all and now you're joining sides. You've fallen to the fight.
"I'm going to fight for
HER" My voice distorted, I growl at him. He wasn't supposed to know about her. No one was. She is only mine, something they can't taint.
Himmel won't hurt her. He's not like me, and no matter how far he falls he never will be. He won't hurt her. But now he knows why I'm not fighting.
"I always thought you were from somewhere else."
"What does it matter where I'm from? This is where I am now."