Sunday, December 02, 2007
- 10:34 AM
I feel like I'm horrible. Of course, I didn't know I could do that but I should've stopped once I realized what was happening. I keep telling myself it was only out of curiosity, to see if I actually could, but what if I was actually just trying to go back to how I was before?
I've been so strong until now.
I won't count it as breaking the vow, because I didn't technically do
that. But I need to remember what I'm capable of.
I'm sorry.
Right now it feels like I'm losing everything.
I'm afraid that the only thing I know how to feel is fear.
Can you help me?