Wednesday, April 30, 2008
- 5:33 AM
I never even realized how
right it could be until it was happening.
And then when it was, I had no doubts, no regrets. Because I knew what I was doing. I knew, it couldn't be wrong because of how much I love you. What I did was so perfect and so pure, it could never be used for evil. You're my wife. I love you, and I was loving you when I did that.
And when you were doing those things to me, even though my body couldn't feel it...I finally understood, I knew that you were feeling the same emotion I was when I did it to you. My body couldn't feel anything, but in my heart I felt your love...and I was happy.
and, to have you in me, I think might be nice, but...
I just don't want you to feel bad if my body doesn't respond.