- 4:17 AM Shut up
How can you even say these things when you know they aren't going to happen?
When you know it isn't true?
Are you really so dense, so fanatical, that even knowing the truth won't stop you?

You can tell me you know the "truth" all you want, but that doesn't change things. What you want isn't going to happen. Its not supposed to happen. And even her love for you won't stop her from leaving.

How can I not believe what she says? I've had all these misconceptions of people all this time, and she isn't what I thought everyone to be like. Why should I not believe her when she says she loves me? And that she won't leave?

Because she doesn't care. She doesn't care if she leaves you behind. And there's nothing you can do to make her care. People don't care, that's how it goes. And the more you love them the more they want to leave. Nobody is supposed to love you. That's not what you're made for.

She said she wouldn't leave.
And she told me not to listen to you.
She won't leave
(please don't leave,
please say you won't leave)