Saturday, December 15, 2007
- 7:09 PM
I was oddly peaceful today
I haven't even cried!
I missed you, a lot...
But I was still happy because, at least I had you to miss
if that makes any sense.
I'm so very very happy that I have you.
This new story I'm writing...
I feel like it brings me closer to my world.
I miss it, yeah...but I'm alright with not being able to go back.
It doesn't really bother me anymore.
Its just strange that...I mean, I'm assuming everything's the same there, but I really have no idea what's happened since I left. Everything might have changed, so there's really no point in dreaming about what I had there...you know?
And, I was thinking...the story might also let you learn more about my world.
I've kept it all to myself for so long...and I'm really glad you don't think I'm crazy or stupid for all of this.
I'd like you to know, if that's alright, of course.