- 6:55 PM I don't know if you're gonna like what's written in that "journal".
Just remember, that's how I felt when I was writing it.
I change all the time.

Felt so bad today.
Cried up until I had to go to work. Right from the second you signed off, pretty much.
I don't know why.
But I think I might be better now.
For now.

Sometimes I feel like I can't handle any of this.
I just want to run away, or disappear, or anything else.
But more than any of that, I just want to be with you.

I'm sorry that I cry too much.
but that seems like its all that i can do.