Thursday, February 28, 2008
- 3:57 PM
When I tried to get back into Maten, I asked one of my friends there to meet me on the other side to help me out. I don't know whether he got my message or not, but if he did, it means he might be in trouble. I'm worried about it.
What if she kicked him out too?
I decided I'm not going to try to get them back. There's a chance that it could just make things so much worse and I don't want to risk it. I was greedy, I didn't really need to go back, I just wanted to show her that I could. And I lost them because of that. Fighting back now will only make her angrier.