Friday, May 16, 2008
- 4:04 PM
It's not really that I have a problem with it, it's just that afterwards I feel...just, so alone.
And it's not that you just have to go home or something like that, you just...don't stay. You go off and do something else and whatever and I'm just...there. And it scares me.
I can't get what you can from it. And I just kinda feel like, you ignore that. Or you don't realize it. If you aren't close to me afterwards I feel like you've gone away. That I'm just discarded after you have what you want. And I know that's not what it is to you, I know that, but maybe you just don't realize what you're doing.
I feel so horrible now. I wish we had just cuddled. I'm sorry.